i've lost controlDana. 18. NY. if you know me, please keep all of this between us.
I’m just so proud of myself for coming this far. Two years ago, I thought I would have never made it to this point, but yet here I am right now. I’ve never been happier then I am right now. Two years ago, I was so sad. So very sad. Everyday of my life was a struggle. I was struggling to stay alive, I wanted to die. I attempted suicide on January 2nd 2013, but here I am today, so glad that that never happened. If I wasn’t here today, there would have been so much that I would never have gotten to do, and I’m so fucking glad that I’ve got to do all of it. I appreciate every second of my life now, and I’ve just come so far. Today, right now, I think its safe to officially say this:
I beat depression. I won.
Daisy: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
Carnation: If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer?
Jasmine: What color looks best on you?
foxglove: Name three facts about your family?
Allium: What's the best thing you can cook?
Orange Blossom: If you could pick the gender and appearance of your child, would you?
Calla Lily: If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?
Poinsettia: Favorite holiday dish?
Oxlip: Would you ever get into a long distance relationship?
Primrose: Favorite kind of soup?
Daffodil: What's the most thoughtful present you've ever received?
Rose: Are you currently in love with someone?
Amsonia: Would you ever become a vegan?
Peony: What's your favorite hot beverage?
Tulip: For your birthday, what kind of cake do you ask for?
Myrtle: Do you like going on airplanes?
Hibiscus: Did you ever play an instrument? If so what?
Zinnia: Who was your best friend when you were six years old?
Poppy: What color was your childhood home?
Hydrangea: Starbucks order?
Violet: Do you like where you're from?
Locust: What was your favorite book as a child?
Rhododendron: What's the scariest dream you've ever had?
Queen Anne's Lace: Would you rather carve pumpkins or wrap presents?
Magnolia: Favorite kind of candy?
Aster: Would you rather be cold or hot?
Marigold: Do you listen to what's on the radio?
Heliconia: Do you like when it rains?
Azalea: What's a movie you cried while watching?
Dandelion: Do you think you're important?
i’m moving into college in 30 days and i’m honestly fucking terrified omg
i have so much to do and like no time shit